Music
In my life music is my guide. Always there for me to inspire and help me through just those days. Always there at the right time in the right moment.
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Sunday, September 29, 2013
Fear
Fear
What is fear?
Fear is trying for this post to not to sound like a church talk.
Fear is freaking out if that sentence I just wrote doesn't work as a sentence.
Or that one. . . .
Love is fear, but fear is not love.
Love is fear because your afraid of loosing them of not being there for them.
Fear is freaking out when that person goes away to that place that you just don't want to go but you will.
Fear is needed in life. Without it how would we know how to loose or am I just rambling.
Fear is waking up in the morning and remembering that you have a test, or that the world just doesn't like you.
But without fear would there be courage. Courage to write here.
Overcoming the feeling of judgement of my peers.
The feeling like people think of me as a tourist but really I just don't know how to change the bloody background on my blog.
My life would be nothing without fear because I would have nothing to overcome.
Well here I am overcoming
Day after day after day after day.
Love
Dean Douglas
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Love
Love
There is no way in this world that I could explain to you love. I have felt it and just really basked in the glory of it. I have lost it and have broken my heart. I believe love conesides with the word trust. You've got to have it or else well you don't have love. Man love can be the most amazing thing in the world. But their are different types of love. Young love that is inexperienced love. Just starting out and really getting the feeling of it, your just bairly dipping your toes in and well getting a taste. Don't know how you can dip your toes and taste them that would probably be really gross. But anyways I like to think I have been in love and still am in love. But they don't love me. But why, maybe i'm not in love but more just think about this person all day every day. Try to look for oppertuinities where i can make them happy and help them with whatever is troubling. Well I don't think I will know love until it smacks me over my head like a sack of bricks or to a lesser extent a pillow case full of oranges (flordia Gangers do this). My head is hurting pretty bad. It feels like i've hurt you but how. I'm sorry i'll just keep on playing that song i sang for you that day. Dosen't matter anymore. Hope you have a good day! um okay
Love
Dean Douglas
Crayons
Crayons
I wish I could go back and just stop and tell myself that this is it. This is when you have the most fun and you can live your little baby life. You get a sammich in church and get to make faces at the dude talking. This is when you could color outside the lines without the judgement of your peers. Why would I want to call you my peer. Maybe i want to write in red becuse it is a really cool color. I really like blue too. Screw grammer write the way you want to write let your fingers do the talking! So what i'm color blind this beautiful yellow color that i'm writhing in right now is mine even though my mother just informed me it was green. well i'm not sure what this color this is but i want my crayons back i want that really cool thing where it will melt your crayons and you can mold your own crayon into all of your favorite colors. So what if the color always turns out brown. maybe i wanted to be brown. Quit trying to suck the life out of me because i'm not as good as you. Let me go back and get $20 from grandma because it's my birthday and not let it all go to my car. this is a joke. Quit judging and relax. hope you find the child in you. I'm trying my best! Enjoy your day
Love
Dean Douglas
I wish I could go back and just stop and tell myself that this is it. This is when you have the most fun and you can live your little baby life. You get a sammich in church and get to make faces at the dude talking. This is when you could color outside the lines without the judgement of your peers. Why would I want to call you my peer. Maybe i want to write in red becuse it is a really cool color. I really like blue too. Screw grammer write the way you want to write let your fingers do the talking! So what i'm color blind this beautiful yellow color that i'm writhing in right now is mine even though my mother just informed me it was green. well i'm not sure what this color this is but i want my crayons back i want that really cool thing where it will melt your crayons and you can mold your own crayon into all of your favorite colors. So what if the color always turns out brown. maybe i wanted to be brown. Quit trying to suck the life out of me because i'm not as good as you. Let me go back and get $20 from grandma because it's my birthday and not let it all go to my car. this is a joke. Quit judging and relax. hope you find the child in you. I'm trying my best! Enjoy your day
Love
Dean Douglas
I'm Here
I'm here lone peak students
I walk to halls slowly and see what a mess we are all making this place. Well i'm here to help with what you need and want. Though you may not see me, i'm there trying to make my own difference. But why won't anyone see. We need to take off the horse bliders and widen our gaze into others lives. We cannot walk around anymore thinking that the world revolves around us. We need to see each other and we need to be mindfull of one anothers problems.
Quit it with your phones. If I have one more person that is going to sit and talk to me and right in the middle of our conversation pulls out their iAnnoying product just so they can snapchat something that is quite frankly the most pointless picture you will ever see, well I am just going to grab that crap and throw it on the ground!
There is a place and time people, when were talking is not the time. I wonder what would happen if we all took a break from our phones and tablets and what have you. You are only aloud to use it to call someone so you can actually talk to them. Other than that nothing. I dare you. I'm going to. One Week Go. Show the world that your really there. I am are you?
Love
Dean Douglas
I walk to halls slowly and see what a mess we are all making this place. Well i'm here to help with what you need and want. Though you may not see me, i'm there trying to make my own difference. But why won't anyone see. We need to take off the horse bliders and widen our gaze into others lives. We cannot walk around anymore thinking that the world revolves around us. We need to see each other and we need to be mindfull of one anothers problems.
Quit it with your phones. If I have one more person that is going to sit and talk to me and right in the middle of our conversation pulls out their iAnnoying product just so they can snapchat something that is quite frankly the most pointless picture you will ever see, well I am just going to grab that crap and throw it on the ground!
There is a place and time people, when were talking is not the time. I wonder what would happen if we all took a break from our phones and tablets and what have you. You are only aloud to use it to call someone so you can actually talk to them. Other than that nothing. I dare you. I'm going to. One Week Go. Show the world that your really there. I am are you?
Love
Dean Douglas
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